Intro: 
 
C#m             A 
  I need this to get me through 
C#m           G#m 
  Can't resist don't want to 
C#m         A 
  Believe it I know it's true 
C#m            G#m 
  Can't beat it don't want to try 
 
Verse 1: 
C#m(All the way) 
  It's more to me  
than you ever will know 
Down here where  
the rest of us fell 
Waste away nothing 
left to show 
While I'm in this 
E       B/Eb(hold) 
perfect hell 
C#m A G#m   E     B 
  Obsession has begun 
C#m  A      G#m E       B 
  Possessed by  des-truction 
C#m   A   G#m E      B 
  How did I   get so low 
C#m A     G#m  E      B 
  Believe me   no one knows 
 
Refrain: 
A 
  Sometimes I can't hold on 
B 
  And no one can help me 
 
Chorus: 
C#m                    E 
Now it's got a hold of me 
A 
I don't think I can 
B       G#m     E 
make it through this 
C#m                    E 
Now it's got a hold of me 
    A 
The less I do the 
B       G#m   E 
more it makes no sense 
 
Post Chorus: Deryck speaks 
    C#m 
I'm walking pollution 
      B/Eb 
who's drained by delusions 
E                    F#m 
  On the verge of destruction 
               C#m 
I cave in to abduction 
               B/Eb 
Thin blood I'm bleeding my 
             E 
pulse won't stop racing 
        F#m 
Just as my heart explodes 
 
Verse 2: 
C#m  A      G#m  E       B 
  No chance that I could win 
C#m   A    G#m E        B 
  Too hard to  not give in 
C#m A    G#m   E        B 
  I just don't feel the same 
C#m     A   G#m E      B 
  Cause I'm the one to blame 
 
(Repeat Refrain) 
(Repeat Chorus) 
 
Bridge: 
C#m(hold) 
  I need this to be myself 
C#m(hold) 
  It feels like I need some help 
C#m(hold) 
  It's too late to save myself 
C#m(hold)            C#m--- 
  Or it's just in my head 
 
(Repeat Chorus twice)