Intro F E F G D Am Verse 1 Dm I was young and I was reckless man Dm Moved out at seventeen and made my momma mad D I thought I had it all figured out Bb C A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth D Dm Peeled out in my big black Chevy Dm Flipped it six times and I knew that I was ready Bb Dm To straighten up because my best friend died Bb I didn't wanna carry on living that life Chorus Dm Bb And now I'm running from the scene Dm Gm 'cause I was caught up in the crime F Gm It's a loaded memory F Bb Yeah, it k*lls me every time Dm Bb Dm Gm And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive F Gm I'm still haunted by the best years of F The best years of my life Verse 2 Dm F Dm Yeah, let me take y'all back Dm I was young and I was helpless man Bb Self medicating my own depression man Dm I drank a bottle after breakfast Bb C Took a look in the mirror ripped the rosary off my necklace Dm Damn Dm I lost my job so I lost faith Bb I just saw a baby bump in my girl's waist Dm I need a drink to feel right Bb D Party with my homies to escape from real life D Dm Yeah, we had it all figured out F Dm A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth Bb Dm But, I never should've let my best friend drive Bb C 'cause he's the reason my child will never see me alive Bb Damn! Chorus Bb Now I'm running from the scene Dm Gm 'cause I was caught up in the crime F Gm It's a loaded memory F Bb Yeah, it k*lls me every time Dm Bb Dm And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive F Gm I'm still haunted by the best years of F The best years of my life Instrumental Dm F Dm Bb Dm Bb Verse 3 C Dm All of a sudden nothing matters anymore Dm He lost it all, his life was scattered on the floor Bb Dm And now his family's tryna pick up all the pieces Bb C I am locked up in a box, I am a monster Dm I'm the reason that he's gone Dm Wish I could take it all back Dm Press rewind and take a picture of the past Bb Dm Pause it, feel my heart turn black Bb My lungs are smoldering, I'm breathing in the ash Chorus Bb Dm Bb Now I'm running from the scene Dm Gm 'cause I was caught up in the crime F Gm It's a loaded memory F Bb Yeah, it k*lls me every time Dm Bb Dm Gm And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive F Gm I'm still haunted by the best years of F Dm The best years of my life Outro Bb Dm Bb Dm Gm F Gm I'm still haunted by the best years of F Bb The best years of my life Dm Bb Dm Gm F Gm F I'm still haunted by the best years of Bb Dm Bb Dm Gm F Gm F Bb