Intro
Em7 D6sus Bm7 
 
Verse 1
     Em7                                 D6sus 
Man, I could swear that I could go right home to grab a bottle, 
          Bm7 
grab some ice to cool my sorrow down to how I felt before 
            Em7                                 D6sus 
But I can't feel my fingers, tumbling down the stairs 
                         Bm7 
like I am drowning in my hole, its filled with cold embrace and 
                             Em7 
loosens up my grip to warm tomorrow, 
 
Chorus
                  D6sus 
I swear I'm trying 
 
I swear I'm trying 
    Bm7                                                    Em7 
But everything I admire, everything I desire to be is crossfiring 
       D6sus              Bm7 
I will hire a hitman on myself 
 
Verse 2
     Em7                      D6sus                 Bm7 
Man, I will swallow up, bottle up all the paink*llers I will turn to dust 
        Em7                       D6sus                   Bm7 
Let the memories rush through my brain like a f*cking ICE-train on its way to law-breaking hate 
          Em7                 D6sus 
I lost a dozen, don't know if more over the years, 
         Bm7 
they all jumped or slit, or drugged to end their campaign of fear 
           Em7                       D6sus 
I tried to overdose, became addicted left for a second 
            Bm7 
it was the beauty immomentated I swear I want back yet 
 
Chorus
              Em7 
I swear I'm trying 
              D6sus 
I swear I'm trying 
    Bm7                                                    Em7 
But everything I admire, everything I desire to be is crossfiring 
       D6sus              Bm7 
I will hire a hitman on myself 
 
Outro
Em7 D6sus Bm7