Intro Ab Eb Cm Bb x2 Verse 1 Cm Ab I'll buy some cigarettes and smoke them on the beach Eb Bb I'll walk home alone and douse my whole bedroom in bleach Cm Ab Because I feel safe behind these four brick walls Eb Cm But my skin's too thin so can I borrow yours? Pre-Chorus Ab Bb It's just enough to let you walk out of that door Bb Knowing you left your head at home Chorus Ab Eb Bb I'll close my eyes but I haven't dreamed in weeks Ab Cm Bb I'll board up all of my windows and sedate myself with sleep Ab Eb Ab Cause I'm not giving up, but not getting up Ab Cm Bb Ab Still here and it's all because of me Verse 2 Cm Bb Ab Because I wished it was bright so i'll just wait for the light Ab I'm sick of hearing I'm wrong instead of hearing I'm right Eb Bb I'm sick of hearing that everything is fine Bridge Ab All I ever wanted to be Cm Eb Was safe in the comfort of my own company Ab Cm All that you ever needed from me was for me to be conscious Eb Ab And act like there's nothing wrong Chorus Ab Eb Bb I'll close my eyes but I haven't dreamed in weeks Ab Cm Bb I'll board up all of my windows and sedate myself with sleep Ab Eb Ab Cause I'm not giving up, but not getting up Ab Cm Bb Ab Still here and it's all because of me Cm Ab Eb Bb Cm Ab I fell asleep with the weight of the world Eb Crushing me until I'm gone Until I'm gone Chorus Ab Eb Bb I'll close my eyes but I haven't dreamed in weeks Ab Cm Bb I'll board up all of my windows and sedate myself with sleep Ab Eb Ab Cause I'm not giving up, but not getting up Ab Cm Bb Ab Still here and it's all because of me