Jessica
N.C. 
Hi, my name is Jessica and I'm an addict 
 
Others
N.C. 
Hi Jessica 
 
Jessica
N.C. 
“Addict.” God that's still so hard to say. 
N.C. 
So I had a bit of a relapse this weekend. 
N.C. 
I had been doing really good, you know? 
N.C. 
Installed trackers, installed blockers 
N.C. 
Deleted non-essential apps 
N.C. 
Turned off notifications 
N.C. 
Turned off push. 
N.C. 
But then I 
N.C. 
It’s so simple. 
N.C. 
I had an urge 
N.C. 
And I said why not? 
N.C. 
One peek won't hurt. 
 
Chorus
N.C. 
Refresh 
 
Jessica
N.C. 
I hadn't egosurfed in a while. 
 
Chorus
N.C. 
Refresh, refresh 
 
Jessica
N.C. 
Not since my…incident. 
 
Chorus
N.C. 
Refresh, refresh, refresh, refresh 
 
Jessica
A 
Yes I am jessica 
A 
That one 
A 
Righteous mob mind casualty 
A 
Sacrificial lamb - That I am 
N.C. 
You've all seen my “white woman goes crazy” video. 
 
Chorus
E 
Hey Heya Hey 
 
Jessica
A 
Thank you, thank you 
 
Chorus
E 
Hey Heya Hey 
 
Jessica
A 
F*ck context right? 
A 
I actually saw it, before I was id'ed 
A 
Saw this video of a woman losing it 
A 
Circulating in my feed 
A 
Voices sound familiar - Recognize the place 
A 
And then I saw her 
A 
My face. Is that my face? 
C 
My face 
A          Am 
Is that my face? 
Am 
And I'd be like 
Am 
Click swipe f*ck click 
Am 
Swipe f*ck click swipe 
Am 
F*ck click swipe f*ck 
 
Jessica & Chorus
A 
Click click 
 
Jessica
A 
Those first few hours 
A 
Those first few days 
A 
I was glued To the lewdness 
A 
On my screen. Reading everything about me 
A 
In morbid flagellation 
A                    C 
Multitasking all the tabs 
A 
Of my humiliation 
 
Chorus
A 
Refresh 
Jessica
A 
What did this small person say? 
 
Chorus
A 
Refresh refresh 
 
Jessica
A 
What did these dozen small persons say? 
 
Chorus
A 
Refresh refresh refresh 
 
Jessica
A 
Every voice is equal 
A 
Every voice gets in 
A 
It was like my eyes were sewn open 
A 
With a piece of electric thread 
A 
Go to bed 
A 
Go to bed 
A  Am 
No but just one more 
Am 
One shallow little phrase 
G 
Would light my brain like a torch 
G          Am 
I became a junkie for it 
E 
Digging deep for all the memes and posts 
E 
To make me feel more shitty 
E 
Make my shame hurt the most 
E 
And I'd be like 
 
Jessica & Chorus
E 
Click swipe f*ck click 
E 
Swipe f*ck click swipe 
E 
F*ck click swipe f*ck 
E 
Click click 
E 
My name 
E 
Is that my name? 
E 
My name 
E 
Is that my name? 
 
Jessica
E 
Oh god  Oh god 
E 
I watched myself reborn as an icon 
E 
For awfulness and hate 
E              A 
So then I went away 
A 
To the forest 
A 
No reception 
A 
Just refresh 
A                 F 
Make my head feel clean 
G 
Water 
G 
Candles 
F 
Soap 
F 
Sun 
F 
Sky 
G 
Clear 
G 
Attention 
F 
Simple 
F 
Stillness 
G 
Silence 
G   F          G 
The forest was beautiful 
F 
Refresh 
G 
Refresh refresh 
N.C. 
Refresh refresh refresh 
N.C. 
But we all have to come back 
N.C. 
So I came back 
 
Jessica & Chorus
A 
But of course there's no coming back 
A 
No rehabilitation 
A 
No nuance 
A 
Just noise 
A 
And complete annihilation 
A 
The mob never forgets 
A 
The mob never forgives 
A 
Even though you don't f*cking know me at all 
A 
No you've no f*cking idea what you are talking about 
A 
But I am yelling at a stranger 
A 
And a mind waste 
A 
At a petty child robot 
A 
Aw come on come on come on now 
A 
Stone me 
A 
Bone me 
A 
Spunk me 
A 
Junk me 
A 
Dox me 
A 
Pox me 
A 
Shame me 
A 
Maim me 
A 
Hate me 
A 
Destroy me 
A 
F*ck me 
A 
Enjoy me 
A 
I am cancelled 
A  Eb 
No parole 
Cm 
No release 
Bb 
Huh 
Fm 
(Spoken) 
Would you like that? 
Dm 
(Spoken) 
It's hard to get close to new people now 
G 
(Spoken) 
I don't go out much 
F 
(Spoken) 
I wear a hat and a trenchcoat 
G 
(Spoken) 
Like a pervert 
 
Chorus
Gm      G 
Refresh refresh refresh 
 
Jessica
N.C. 
This all happened so fast 
N.C. 
Too fast for our fledgling empathy 
N.C. 
The tech got away from us 
N.C. 
And we weren't ready 
N.C. 
I don't think we're wired to handle this 
 
Chorus
Gm 
Refresh refresh refresh