C F My name is Ryan Ben O'Bay G C And I'm here because I'm not ok C F G C Things were kinda bad before, but now it seems so even more C F And all my life I've felt detached G C High strung unable to relax C F G C Struggling to cope with all the weight, I self-medicate F C G Another night of pity and blame, tryin' to wash away the shame F G I never told this to anyone before but I cry when I'm alone C F C F And I've forgotten, how it feels Am G Because the scars I wear inside they will never heal C F C F It doesn't matter, anymore Am G Oh does anyone ever find what they were looking for? F-G C(6x)(INTRO AGAIN) C F All I ever seem to do G C Is to smoke and masturbate in my room C F G C I can't bring myself to care, lost in my despair C F No one really even knows G C And I don't ever let it show C F G C I vent it all in my diary, a tragic comedy F C G Another night of pity and blame, tryin' to wash away the shame F G I never told this to anyone before but I cry when I'm alone C F C F And I've forgotten, how it feels Am G Because the scars I wear inside they will never heal C F C F It doesn't matter, anymore Am G Oh does anyone ever find what they were looking for?
